My Own Friend

from After You Speak EP by Holy Rat Race

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A song about the dread of being alone, and the desire to enjoy your own company.

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It doesn't hurt anymore but I know when you go away,
Your stitches will come undone.
I can feel the hurt in my heart, I can feel it inside my brain.
A pain that has yet to come.

And it's all me I do this to myself,
But I'm scared it'll never end.
I just want to feel alive again.
I want to be my own friend.

It doesn't hurt anymore but the ache won't go away.
I would cry but I've got no more tears.
And every detail that I find is enough to make me question my own life.
I've felt this way for years.

And it's all me I do this to myself,
But I'm scared to even go to bed.
I just want to be alive again.
I want to be my own friend.

credits

from After You Speak EP, released August 15, 2021
Written & Performed by
Edward Christopher Jansen

Produced & Mixed by
Edward Christopher Jansen & Zane Little

Mastered by
Simon Scott

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Holy Rat Race England, UK

Hi! My name's Chris and I make music under the name
"Holy Rat Race". I hope you enjoy what you hear. :)

If you have a bit of money that you're willing to spare and you enjoy my work, please consider buying it. It would truly mean a lot to me. Thanks!

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