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After You Speak

from After You Speak EP by Holy Rat Race

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A song about letting yourself be happy despite the mistakes you've made in the past.

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I've been waking up dreaming feeling terrified.
A knife in my heart, a written note left inside my mind.
I don't want to die, but living has cursed me far too many times.
Am I deserving of this life of mine?

I feel aching when I'm waking.
Is it something to mend? Or is it just my fate
to feel like this? I don't like it,
But I don't know if I should live without the pain.

My life is full of beauty, things, and people I love.
But I've been a twisted person, not been good enough.
I'm not him anymore, and even when I was,
I was just so fucking young, I was just growing up.
I'm deserving of love, I'm deserving of trust, I'm deserving of life.

I feel aching when I'm waking.
This is something to mend this is not my fate
To feel like this if I don't like it.
But I don't know if I should live without the pain.

credits

from After You Speak EP, released August 15, 2021
Written & Performed by
Edward Christopher Jansen

Produced & Mixed by
Edward Christopher Jansen & Zane Little

Mastered by
Simon Scott

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Holy Rat Race England, UK

Hi! My name's Chris and I make music under the name
"Holy Rat Race". I hope you enjoy what you hear. :)

If you have a bit of money that you're willing to spare and you enjoy my work, please consider buying it. It would truly mean a lot to me. Thanks!

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